Posts Tagged ‘scale’
Getting results
Posted May 16, 2013
on:I remember once passing a mirror while I was still living in Texas and needing to do a double take. I sat and analyzed myself. How did I let myself get so unhealthy? When did I stop caring?
Of course I banked on the excuse, well, I just had a baby x months ago! Of course I’d have a little extra fluff. But staring at myself that day, there were no excuses. I hated what I saw. I hated how I felt. I had to change or my family’s tendencies for diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol and a slew of other things would be knocking on my door much sooner than I’d ever be ready for. A doctor had once told me that I was pre-diabetic, but not to worry about. She said it was probably caused by not really watching what I had been eating for the previous few days. We decided I would watch my diet over the course of two weeks and come back to see if there were any changes. I was scared enough that I ate supremely well. I got more blood drawn and low and behold, no problems. GREAT!
You’d think that would scare me onto the right path. Nope. I went right back to my old ways and sat looking at myself in that mirror. Depressed and resenting all the choices I had made that had gotten me to what I was seeing on that day.
That was over a year ago now.
Since then, I have lost over 40 pounds, I’m back to endurance training and can run 3-5 miles without huffing and puffing the whole way. I’m strength training for numerous reasons. I’ve lost over 5 inches from my hips alone! I’ve got a ton of energy (most days) and I sleep soundly when I’m supposed to. My body fat has dropped from somewhere around 35% (although I’m not positive of this) to roughly 24%.
I still have moments that I get upset I don’t have amazing results. But then I think, what I’ve accomplished in one year IS amazing! I need to (consistently) remind myself that I have made some serious changes to my life. Yes, the scale is stuck and possibly glued to a certain number, but I know now that results are more than just what that scale says.
Results aren’t always as steadfast as numbers. Those are just the easiest indicators to find that you’re going in the right direction. Mood, sleep quality, energy…. how would you quantify that?
I no longer want to be skinny. I want to be strong, fit and healthy. My girls and my family see the changes in me and they have noted the positive effects they’ve had on me. I will never go back to that person I stared at over a year ago.
I took this picture yesterday at the gym. I can’t wait for more date nights to rock some heels with these calves 🙂
My little obsession
Posted April 8, 2013
on:… is not such a little obsession. I was so focused on what that damn scale was telling me that I forgot to see the bigger picture. So, thanks to a good friend challenging me to put my scale away for the next month, we have started a challenge that seems to be catching. The main focus is to learn what our bodies are telling us. Oh, my jeans feel a bit snug today… maybe I should cut back the sodium/drink more water. Wow, I’m really tired today… I should stop blogging and get some rest. Etc etc.
People in general, but women in particular, have been basing so many opinions of themselves due to what the media and beauty industry deem to be the idea of perfection. My freckles for example… cover them up some say. Not me. I love my freckles and am always looking for that perfect foundation that covers the things I don’t like but lets my freckles shine through. Or what about stretch marks… eww… Those nasty, ragged silverly lines covering our breasts, bellies and hips. Well, that’s at least what I used to think of them as. Now, I call them my battle scars. I worked damn hard to make sure both my babies were safe and were growing while in utero. I earned every damn one of those scars.
Does that mean I want to show them off… no. There is a fine line that I’m still working with. So for now, I am concentrating on just listening to the things my body is telling me. I am going to the gym to relieve stress and get my muscles stronger. I do my cardio to keep my heart healthy and my circulation flowing. I fight off temptations (for the most part) because I know that there is nothing nutritional hiding in that little package of sugar, flour, and preservatives.
I say I lost sight of the big picture because the number on the scale wasn’t going down. I sat down and took my actual measurements. In one month I gained a pound but lost over 5 inches (total) from various places on my body. My hips alone lost almost 2 inches in a month. That’s significant. I’m getting better sleep. I feel more energetic. And yes, I’m one pound heavier. But, you know what? I’m better than a number! Think you’d be interested in taking the challenge with us??