Posts Tagged ‘perseverance’
The difference of one year
Posted July 3, 2013
on:It didn’t, and still doesn’t, feel like much has changed, physically in a year. Here’s proof that I and my dear friend over at Road to Recovery have both changed. Now, if only there were a way to see the mental and emotional changes that occurred too!!
I posted this on my facebook page so I thought I’d share it with you lovely people. The “after” is from this mornings workout.
The week before the “challenge”
Posted May 28, 2013
on:This weekend I didn’t eat clean, didn’t eat bad. I was mindful but I was also letting myself indulge. And every single time I did, I felt like crap afterwards. This is a good thing. I want to remember why these foods are “bad” for my system.
Being the week before my Whole30 challenge, I am using it to get my shopping list together, arrange the pantry, freezer and fridge so it’s friendlier for what I am about to do, and mentally prepare. My nutritional intake will be on point, and will be 80-90% clean. I’m hoping this will make the transition into the challenge less “shocking” on my system. My psychological system that is…
Just as a reference point:
Addiction – (broadly) persistent compulsive use of a substance known by the user to be physically, psychologically, or socially harmful
I’ve got addiction that are not food related, and for the sake of this blog I will list a couple of them. Smoking (broken!!), sugar, simple carbs, weighing in on the scale (broken!!), and compulsive spending. If you’ve been reading my blog since the scale challenge you know how hard of an addiction that had become for me. Its results determined my outlook for the entire day!! I now weigh in once a week, but take into account numerous other factors as well as what non-scale victories I’ve had recently. If you have no idea what challenge I’m talking about head over here to catch up. When it came to quitting smoking, I knew the only way for me to succeed was to quit cold turkey. I couldn’t ease out of it. So far so good, as I haven’t had a cigarette since March 2013. As for the compulsive spending, Link and I have set up a separate checking account for monies not included in bills and fixed expenditures and are basically utilizing an envelope system to help me break that one. Now, I’m hoping, the Whole30 Challenge will help break my addiction and cravings for sugar and simple carbs. Time will tell….
You don’t need to share your addictions with me but I’m curious to know if you’ve found any particular way to help stop them….
Workout pictures!!
Posted May 28, 2013
on:I don’t get to post many of these because, well, I’m the one working out! Nick was nice enough to get these for me. I did have a slight injury to my left groin area after working out on Saturday. It was bad enough I had to cut the training short, but it’s doing much better now. At my training I made sure to tell Nick if it was being bothered or not and we adjusted the exercise as necessary.
He’s got me doing all sorts of exercises, but the pictured ones below are just a straight leg dead lift and lunges. The step is there because I can go further than my toes and deeper in my lunges thanks to my flexibility. And thanks to my flexibility and Nick knowing how flexible I am, he makes me get the FULL range of motion when working out. I hear “go deeper” or “further down” almost every time I train with him. (Keep your dirty thoughts to yourself!!)
In any case, here are the pictures as promised!
Wanna know what else is cool?? Or at least I think it is…
See the bulge in the middle of my hamstring? That is apparently the “bicep femoris.” Bicep makes you think of your arm right? Two and two together… That muscle basically reacts like your arm bicep! And you can see mine now!! Yay.
And just for reference:
Getting results
Posted May 16, 2013
on:I remember once passing a mirror while I was still living in Texas and needing to do a double take. I sat and analyzed myself. How did I let myself get so unhealthy? When did I stop caring?
Of course I banked on the excuse, well, I just had a baby x months ago! Of course I’d have a little extra fluff. But staring at myself that day, there were no excuses. I hated what I saw. I hated how I felt. I had to change or my family’s tendencies for diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol and a slew of other things would be knocking on my door much sooner than I’d ever be ready for. A doctor had once told me that I was pre-diabetic, but not to worry about. She said it was probably caused by not really watching what I had been eating for the previous few days. We decided I would watch my diet over the course of two weeks and come back to see if there were any changes. I was scared enough that I ate supremely well. I got more blood drawn and low and behold, no problems. GREAT!
You’d think that would scare me onto the right path. Nope. I went right back to my old ways and sat looking at myself in that mirror. Depressed and resenting all the choices I had made that had gotten me to what I was seeing on that day.
That was over a year ago now.
Since then, I have lost over 40 pounds, I’m back to endurance training and can run 3-5 miles without huffing and puffing the whole way. I’m strength training for numerous reasons. I’ve lost over 5 inches from my hips alone! I’ve got a ton of energy (most days) and I sleep soundly when I’m supposed to. My body fat has dropped from somewhere around 35% (although I’m not positive of this) to roughly 24%.
I still have moments that I get upset I don’t have amazing results. But then I think, what I’ve accomplished in one year IS amazing! I need to (consistently) remind myself that I have made some serious changes to my life. Yes, the scale is stuck and possibly glued to a certain number, but I know now that results are more than just what that scale says.
Results aren’t always as steadfast as numbers. Those are just the easiest indicators to find that you’re going in the right direction. Mood, sleep quality, energy…. how would you quantify that?
I no longer want to be skinny. I want to be strong, fit and healthy. My girls and my family see the changes in me and they have noted the positive effects they’ve had on me. I will never go back to that person I stared at over a year ago.
I took this picture yesterday at the gym. I can’t wait for more date nights to rock some heels with these calves 🙂
Happy Mom’s Day
Posted May 12, 2013
on:Happy Mother’s Day to all mothers. Not just the ones with little munchkins clawing at their legs for attention, but to those with four-legged babies, feathered babies, gilled babies, surrogate children (I know I have a few “moms” out there), and the mommas who may have lost their little ones early on. Although I do agree that Moms as a whole should be celebrated on a daily basis, because I mean seriously, WE’RE AWESOME, it takes the effect away.
By have a one day dedicated to mothers, it’s a day for momma’s to really enjoy being pampered for all we do. My daughter made a joke the other day: “Daddy, what does one daddy plus one daddy equal?” (We both had no idea where she was going with it…) Link: “I don’t know baby, what?” Ell: a Mommy!!!
I, of course, thought it was hilarious! It takes two daddies to do what one mommy does… yep, still giggling inside.
Before the rants start, there are some stellar dads out there, but hey, this is my day! 🙂
Anywho, back to becoming a better me. I was in a funk of a mood Friday and Saturday for a variety of reasons, one of them being that I wasn’t fueling myself properly. The types of food weren’t the best, but they definitely weren’t bad. The bigger problem was because I was moving moving moving this weekend, I just wasn’t getting enough of it.
I’m hoping this has to do with the shock my body has been going through since Nick changed my workouts. We’ve seriously upped the intensity of the workouts and I’m already noticing differences in my legs, it’s crazy! I’m loving every single, sweat dripping workout! I feel better prepared to tackle my dietary disciple issues because I’m working so hard at the gym. I don’t want to be my own success’s saboteur!
I did have to take it pretty easy as far as working out goes this weekend though. My arches have been killing me! I did some myofacial release on them to help alleviate the pain and it definitely helped. It’s much better today, but I think I’m still going to skip a run tomorrow and do another type of high intensity, low impact cardio. We will see. I pinned a bunch of new workouts I want to try on Pintrest! Oh, what’s that? You want to follow me on there?? Be my guest, you can find me right here!
Link will be going back to play in the sandbox for a few more months later on this week. I’m hoping to expend my lonely energies at the gym and just wait for the endorphins to help me through it. I will keep everyone posted as to how the week goes.
Oh, and black bean brownies are on the “to bake” list week. Pictures and review to come!
Hope you have a great week!